Very Agitated...

Hello All again:

Well.. let's see.. Life has been going.. I'm a bit agitated with some people in my life.. I really wish people would be supportive of me. I really don't think I ask that much out of people, but when I need something or information from a person, I would think that they would give me the information without giving me a damm guilt-trip or saying "Well you really don't need it right now" kind of excuse.. Well, excuse me.. If I didn't want it right now, then I wouldn't ask. How in the hell do you know what I need and what I don't need. Yes, the wedding is a year away. We would like to start looking at the list of people who are invited. We need to get a list together and start looking over it (since we are planning on sending out invites probably in or a month after Feb. David and I would like to discuss who's on the list and who can we leave off. The sooner the better in my opinion. I was told today that this certain individual wants to have this kid at the wedding. I informed them, that there are no kids allowed at the wedding, since I have heard of horror stories about kids at the wedding. I have told everyone that this is an "Adult Affair" and "No Kids Allowed". Of course this person said "we'll talk about it later" and I said.. "there's nothing to talk about. No KIDS ALLOWED". So.. Yeah, I'm wishing people would just freaking listen to me and stop making my life hell. I mean seriously.. This is OUR wedding. If we want the damm list of people, then give me the damm list of people. They had 3 weeks+ to send me a list of people.. We can change it, I just want to see who they are inviting. How freaking hard is that?!?!? Well.. I will be confronting these people when I see them again, in person. If they give me a hard time about this, I'm going to say "Forget it.. I'll take care of it.. I'll invite people that I want and that's it. I don't need this stress from my own family members". So.. anways. I wanted to get this off my chest, because I'm so tired of this crap.. I had to go to the doctor a couple of weeks ago because my stomach was acting up.. pretty badly.. Real Sharp pains.. The doctor gave me some medicine and told me that it's probably related to stress. I informed everyone who is in my life, that I don't' need to be stressed and of course, does anyone listen? Some people and not others. Ugh.. Give me a break people… and thank you to the others who have been supportive and tried not upseting me.. You obviously got my point.